Day 2 (sort of)

Went for a nice long walk last evening..the weather was nice (for a change) and Pup was in a good mood and didn't pull on the leash too much (and before you start, I spent days and hours getting him to walk properly and have given up now - he's not that bad) :)
Today, I'm planning to work out for at least an hour + go on a walk.
I don't know where my motivation's gone.. :(

Anyway, will post later today!
Love x

If I Could Save Time In A Bottle...

Wow, okay. I have really missed this whole blogging thing. And I guess it will take sometime to get back on track, but I'm in a good mood, so I won't complain.
First, weightloss - I managed to cross my first target and had dropped down to 178.5lb (woot!). Unfortunately that was that...a couple of my friends came down from the US and all we did was drink, eat, party, drink some more - and I'd end up skipping meals and eating the 'wrong' stuff (McD's - eeex!!) - - I'm scared to weight myself right now. I don't even know how much I've gained back!!!
So I'm giving myself until the end of this month (again). Ha ha.

Also, my trip! Yay! I'll be leaving in April - for two weeks. Can't wait to meet my friends there! So excited!! The only thing I'm bummed about is, I can't shop there :(
You really have to be 'skinny' to fit into the clothes out there..maybe in Hong Kong I might find something...but I'm not pinning any hopes on that. I need to drop like 50lb in 5 weeks. *sigh*
I'm beginning to hate myself again.

Alright, for now, this is it.

Love to all!! x

China :)

I know it's been ages since I posted, but work's been super hectic! Also a few friends had come down to visit and I didn't have much 'me' time :)
Anyway, I'm super excited about my trip - I'm going to Chinaaaaaaaaa! :)
I have to drop down to 170lb by then!!! :)
More later!!!!!!!!!

Break

I haven't logged in sometime...just trying to turn my life around a little bit.
Actually, to be totally honest, I've been thinking of ways to get out of this place :)
And if things work out, then I'll be out of here by 2011. Haha! I know, it sounds like such a long, long time but things take time...
I'm working on a proposal - want it to be really great :) So of course, researching all this will take time :)

Anyway...I haven't been to the gym in over 4 days. Will definitely be going today.
I haven't eaten anything 'bad' - but I did have some chocolate (Kit Kat Chunky) and have been drinking like a fish the past week :P

Time to stop all that and start again!

Love x

Giant Post - Skinny Jeans

Confrontation…I hate them. Last night was the worst ever! We argued for over 4 hours over the phone…No one’s ever said such hurtful things to me before…needless to say I’ve completely removed him from my life. No more drama! I don’t need him and certainly don’t want him.

I’m better off concentrating on better things. Dug up some thinspo from my computer. I didn’t realise I had SO many! :) This time I decided to follow a theme. It’s ‘Skinny Jeans’ – it’s mainly because I love them! And I can’t wait to lose some weight so I can wear them! :)

“I don’t own any of these pictures. They are all off the internet. So if you want me to remove anything please email me.”






Gosh, I totally love this girl’s body! Perfection!
















Hmmm, I just noticed, doesn’t the word ‘Adidas’ on the bag look weird. Almost as if it’s been photoshopped…heh..anyway, I love her legs!





























































































































Feel free to let me know what you liked or didn’t like!!
Love x