Tuesday, 12 January 2010

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Today wasn’t such a good day. In fact, it’s been downright shitty.
And I’m not surprised that my ‘happy day streak’ didn’t last long.
*sigh*
Anyway, I ended things with my fiancé, last September…it wasn’t going anywhere, and neither of us were happy in the relationship, so I decided to end it. We were together for 4 whole years. I found out today (thanks to facef*ckingbook!) that he’s already found someone else . They are in a long distance relationship and he keeps posting these messages on her wall…leaving comments on her pictures…saying corny stuff…And I realised that never did he say all those things to me. In the 4 years that we were together (and we were engaged!!) I really can’t remember (barring once or twice) when he was actually that sweet…
But it doesn’t matter anymore…what bugs me is that we promised to be honest with each other and stay friends (he wanted to stay friends, where as I didn’t want to – but later I agreed to try)…and he actually called me up a week back to ‘chat’ and didn’t even mention this!!
I mean, what does he want from me anyway?? He wants to stay friends, he wants to talk to me…and he forgets to mention all this?? Ughhh!!
I hate this!!!!!
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5 comments:

  1. Have Faith13 January 2010 at 01:30

    wow thats really fucked up. i bet whatever happens ur better off without him, and its his loss anyway, you seem like a wonderful kind person. i say just forget about him and focus on the future :)

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  2. thinspoxgirl13 January 2010 at 06:30

    Thanks a ton girl!!! Gosh, I felt so frustrated last night..hurt..and angry..I just wanted to end this drama. It's over now. I won't be speaking to him ever again.
    Your kind words definitely cheered me up though! :) Love x

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  3. Audrey14 January 2010 at 14:59

    I'm in your shoes girl. I feel the same way with my ex (I was with him for three years). He was rarely sweet and I can't remember him being truly happy too see me more than a couple of times. We need to stay stong girl. We're better than them:)

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  4. *strawberry//shortcake*14 January 2010 at 19:41

    u deserve better and hes only saying those things to her cuz hes fucking everyone else because he can and he can get away with it because how will she ever know! lol

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  5. thinspoxgirl19 January 2010 at 01:37

    :) Thanks girls!
    I'm just focussing on the positive things in my life right now...
    @Audrey - completely agree with you! we are better than them..and the ones who are right for us will never make us feel shitty about ourselves.
    @*strawberry//shortcake* - haha! some guys are suck jerks!

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