I always think my life will be perfect once I'm thin (again). I remember the days when I used to be thin - I wouldn't mind going shopping with my friends, I had tons of confidence...I was HAPPY. And that's what I want back mainly. I want to go out with my friends and not feel like the fattest girl on this planet...I wanna try out all sorts of clothes and feel great in them... some people say it's all in your head and you should feel confident about yourself no matter what size you are. Hell, that doesn't work for me. Not one bit.
So here I am, once again. I really want things to work out...Somehow I feel I'll be better at my job if I'm thinner. Feel my life will begin to improve. Even if it doesn't - at least I'll be thin. And that's reason enough to be happy..
I sort of went off track and ate a few (three) cookies last night...staying up and watching football always makes me hungry. But I guess three is better than finishing off an entire packet...hmmmm....
Okay, that's all from me. x
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