Christmas wasn't really great...surprise! surprise!
It didn't even feel like Christmas.
I wish I were in London or Glasgow or even India - anywhere but here *sigh*
But I guess Christmas is a time for family and my 'family' is here - but I don't really care...anyway...
Needless to say I "still" haven't reached my target. I can't seem to drop the last 4 pounds to reach my first goal...and that is SO frustrating. And when I got sick my aunt became paranoid and since then she's been coming over with food 3 times a day and won't leave till I eat it all!!!!!!!!!
I don't know what her problem is. Do I look like I need the food??? UGH!!
I think she's scared about me 'not eating' - - when I was 16, I lost 20 pounds in a month - I'd stopped eating...and I got really sick - but weirdly I was happier then than I am now...in my ugly body!!
Will start my workouts again from today!
Love x
omg my aunty is doing the exact same thing to me right now!! my parents are away o/seas so she and my grandma keep making food for me, scared that i would be starving wihtout parents here. its sooo annoying!
ReplyDeleteanyway i hope you lose those 4 pounds to reach ur nxt goal weight!! good luck sweetie xox