Sometimes the mere thought of staying this way scares me...what if I don't lose the weight? What if I stay this way forever - constantly convincing myself that I'll be thin someday?
I get depressed just thinking about it :(
I haven't weighed myself at all. It's not like I've been binging or anything. But I can just 'feel' that I haven't lost any weight.
I'm starting a new workout from tomorrow (I followed it the last time I had to lose weight). By Christmas, I want to wear this gorgeous dress that I've got (haven't worn it in a long time)...
Other than that my life's been uneventful. One of 'best friends' is getting married in January. Won't be at her wedding due to 'work commitments'. But I was hoping that would motivate me to lose some more. I hate my ugly body!
Will post some thinspo tomorrow!
Love x
good luck with ur weigt loss regime sweetie xox
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